photography.
caitlin, seventeen, australian. i know two things for sure. one, that i don't belong in this town and two, that i was meant to be a mermaid. so sit tight, this is going to be one hell of a ride.
a few things i need to say to people (but obviously can’t) -
1. i still, no matter how hard i try, cannot stop thinking about you.
2. even though i said it was okay and that i’ve forgiven you, i’m still really really hurt by what you did and that’s why i’ve been distant.
3. i was so unbelievably broken until i met you. you fixed me and i opened up to you and gave you everything. but then you brushed it off like it was nothing; like i was nothing. maybe i am nothing compared to her. i get it though, i’m not what you want. just maybe don’t rub it in my face next time.
4. i am absolutely terrified for you to leave. please please please stay. you’re all i have left.
5. i make really dumb decisions when i’m upset and usually you are involved in all of them. i don’t know why, but i think it’s because you make me feel better. or at least, you make me feel better for a short while and then make me feel like complete shit. thanks for that time though. i do miss it.
Anonymous asked: you are a very special person. and not to mention beautiful. just thought you should know.
this is the nicest thing anyone has said to me in a fairly long time. thank you, anon. this really means a lot to me.
but really though caitlin i’m pretty sure if you gathered up all these photographs it would be an autobiography of our friendship
honestly
but in all honesty though
(Source: absolutelymadness)
